.::Haven't been here for a long time::.

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Okay,*First, I like to thank for you (one person or so) for commenting on my blog ^^.
*Second, a confession:
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All this dark and depressing stuff happens when I'm all upset or stressed out. In real life, I'm not those paint their nails black, wear black clothing, or cut themselves kind of people. I guess you can just call me an emotional teenager who is making such a big deal over her life when it should be loved and praised.*~*~*
I keep forgeting that not everyone has a home or family to go to. I should be lucky. But instead, I am complaining to my hearts content. But now, I need to change and just try to cope with everything around me.*~*~*
*My 'new' life would to go to California. And go to college (to UCR) with my boyfriend. And after that, I should be able to go to Japan and start a family from there. <*~*~*
Right now, I'm a junior in Duluth High. I fear for a break up between my boyfriend and me, and I have no bonds with my so called "family". Therefore, a break up is something like loosing the only family you have. ((Good luck to me)).
Well, that's all I have to say----maybe I will try to be more optismistic----*sneeze* But I must get rid of this cold first. Bye.

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