La Rose Noire
La Rose NoireThis is my boyfriend's blog...although I might be the only person who post more than 2 comments, I certainly wished that he would be able to go online instead of only having time to enter a new blog entry. ^^;;
It's a college freshman and high school junior relationship! >3< And I don't even know how to crack the secret open to my family (let alone his family)! I wouldn't say I enjoyed having an online/distant relationship....but, I would say that this is very much an accident...
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(or something my cousin did--good reason(?))
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Today, I am trying to figure out what made my bf so unwilling to leave me...of course most girls WANTED to keep their boyfriends but...I am not like those girls. I want the best for my bf..and I truly believe that I am not best for him.
I kept thinking about it that it made me stay up all night (and it was a school night). And I regretted the fact that I have to school on Monday. I was tired and only wished to end this constant questioning of love!! Am I suppose to enjoy being with someone when I have depression about myself? It was hard to know whether or not you're perfect for that person when you, yourself, don't even love the person you are. I guess the only solution to this is to care about myself and from there, it might clear some questions that hungs over my head and my relationship.
posted by Luna @ 4:11 AM
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