::Love to a certain Extend::
Most of the times, you would think you would know your own siblings. But soon you start to wonder how and why is he/she your brother/sister. I got that feeling yesterday. I thought I knew her...but then I realized that she is the complete opposite of me.*~*~*
She is nice to everyone. She's very short-tempered and never truly admit that she is doing something wrong. I have morals and tried my best to make sure that my grand ma will be proud of me. My sister, in the other hand, doesn't seem willing to make anyone happy but herself. What makes it worse is that she is willing to take a picture of her naked body and send it to a guy she doesn't know who lives in New York. I was quite upset when I found out on my grand pa's cellphone. I cried when I found out. My grand ma told me to make sure that she doesn't talk to those people online. But now that she died, I felt like I failed her.
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It was a heart-breaking and fustrating moment. She wanted attention over what truly matters. She keeps telling me that she wants a boyfriend, since I do. I told her billions of times that I never intended to have a boyfriend when I first met him; as matter of fact, I was hoping he would just be a friend and nothing more. I feel like she portrays boyfriend as someone who would flatter you to death. It's like she doesn't even care whether the guy loves her for herself or not. Pretty soon, I felt no sympathy nor pity for her.
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She never told me why when I asked. She just told me to shut up. I grew angry; she acted like nobody cares or understands her. The fact is that she never opened up to anyone. It's like making a knight break through a castle when the castle doesn't open up its gate. I can't possibly look at her as a human-being. She has no morals. I told even understand how different she is compared to me, her twin sister.
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Life is difficult. But one must not give up everything and go to the quickest happiness, for that happiness is bitter sweet. One must not forget right from wrong or mixed them up with what you want or need. What you want isn't always right. One must not forget those who did nothing but cared about you for loneliness with devour your soul with no return.
posted by Luna @ 7:58 AM
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