Tuesday, August 05, 2008

Opening Eyes to a New World

Recently my beloved renew our love dramatically.  
He now loves me deeply and madly.
He now yearns for marriage.
His tone of voice now keeps me hot
and reminds me why I fell for him.

I don't long for no one else
Though my love is baffled at my determination
to stay with him for so long.
I only have this to say:

"I love what I knew and longed for.
I don't expect you to be perfect
or to treat me as you should.
Rather to love you for your positive traits and
accept and adore you negatives.

You keep yourself away from me..
only to focus on the upcoming future
rather than lying to my feelings
you tell me the truth.

Though I'm hurt--
I know I would feel worse if you lie to me.
I know you hurt me and show your coldness
but I know you're hurting inside...

someone who wants love but can't have it
someone who hurts and loves at the same time
someone who seeks attention and tenderness

if you're cold to me...
I know you need me closer...
If I can just hold you and tell you I love you
maybe someday...
you will notice how I feel"