*~13linking Moment~*

maybe a slut or someone who doesn't have a life outside the internet.  Either way..It hurts me that such criticism about my relationship.  Yes it's internet love.  Yes it's distant relationship.  But what can I do? Sometimes..I wish this can happen in some other way..

but it didn't happen that way.

Internet dating is dangerous (fact).  I know this because I said it myself.  For all I know, he might be an abusive con-artist only looking out for his own selfish pleasure.  But with five years and going, I doubt a sexist fiend will wait that long for that one person to rape/molest.  And to be honest, I never really cared about being in a relationship in the beginning.  I was just hoping it would be nothing more than a friendship (that won't last).  But when something like love breaks through my heart in chains, what else can I do?

Internet relationship never last (depends).  If I work hard enough, (and not just me, but also him) I believe this can work.  If we're both truly honest....and faithful..this can work.  But in a world filled with such evil, danger, lies, and cruelty, it isn't surprising that people don't even trust the person sitting next to them.  But love plays a role...and if it truly matters to both parties, it can be possible--I just don't want to dismiss the whole idea without a thought.  Then again..what if I do love him and he doesn't?  What he doesn't seem to care if I were to just die off at the face of the earth and he can never see me again?  I know I do love him.  I wait for him..I would email him...I would call him and write letters to him.  Anyway I can to make my heart satisfied.  But what if he doesn't?  Does that mean he doesn't love me? Or cared about me?  He said he does...He does call me and email me.  He just that kind of person who would keep to himself rather to be open to everyone.  Is that enough as an excuse?  I alone have to choose what to do.. In the end, it's all up to you to decide.  **my heart aches and wants me to stay**

I did cry...when I hear people make comments or laugh at the idea that internet relationships and/or long distant relationships can last.  I feel like my feelings doesn't match up with those who lives close to each other.  That can't true. After all, love isn't soul bound to the distance.

I don't want to believe that my true love can be just around the corner!  What is love if it has its own limits?  Love has no limits...this is true whether we like it or not.  No shape, size, gender, race, religion, nor distance can stop love.  And I want to believe that my love is as strong as everyone else's.  That enough..can make my heart happy.